I'm certain God answers prayers for wisdom, patience and trust because I've see those qualities grow in my own life. I'm definitely more patient, wise and trusting at 43 than I was at 23. Looking back, I see how far I've come but I also see how far I have to go. That's the funny thing about Christian maturity, as you make progress on the journey you also learn that the road is much longer than you ever dreamed. At 23, I would have said I'd figure it out by the time I hit 43. When I was young, I didn't think the journey would be too long. Decades later I realize that I've barely started the walk.
As a young man I wanted to write a book about Job. I've loved the story of Job since I dug into it in grad school. I feel in love with the story's main character. By the way, it's not Job. Surprised? You may have heard that the book is about Job, a patient God-fearing patriarch. That's wrong on a couple levels. Job wasn't that patient, he gets down right angry and arrogant. And, it's not about him. It's about Him. Job's story is a story about the Lord. It's not so different from our stories. They are not ours, they're His.
Two decades ago I prayed some of the most dangerous prayers I've ever prayed. I asked God to help me understand Job so I could share it with others. I had no idea what I was asking for but I got it. I love the life the Lord has given me, but its been difficult beyond measure. Back then I had no basis to comprehend Job's suffering. I do now. I've lost many things: careers, possessions, relationships and my children. I don't claim to be an expert in many things, but I know suffering. So I want to use this blog to explore ideas in trusting God through suffering.
If you're suffering now, I'm sorry. I can't tell you what it is, but the Lord will do something amazing through it.
He always does. Always.
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